Walking through the floor of my heart, I see deep valleys of love
Bright and shining acts of willing sacrifice
Leaving resilient and strong chambers
Many layers of both asking for and giving forgiveness, over and over
Which healed the red-hot angry potholes
Here comes another surprising, painful and jagged sword
Piercing through the core of this landscape
Pulsating with bewilderment and shock
The cells and fibers struggle once more
Calling upon those brave warriors of forgiveness again
These cavernous holes almost shake with the source of this pain
It is against the nature and purpose of its creation in the first place
Geysers of pain shooting up unexpectedly
Out of nowhere the giant waves of sobbing come
A panacea, a soothing balm for the wound
It doesn’t help that the body also has such intense pain
Making it even more difficult to concentrate on the needed healing
For my heart and body, both crying for help
The pain is so severe it takes my breath away
Which means I must breathe, breathe in and slowly out, trying to heal
There is no other way out of this terrain without divine help
The Light and Love from Divinity breaks through to the core
Reminding me I am His daughter, first and foremost
Revealing that the core of my purpose, in truth
has not been diminished from this seeming dichotomy
There are infinities waiting for me to sort this disturbance out
Somehow, some way it will all eventually come to a beautiful place
A reveal of the eternal me, who has always been there
And has always been undying and immortal
Reach now for that inexplicable peace and perspective
Even though this present state and events hurt so deeply
You can access the eternal soul inside of you
It knows its destination is not one of sorrow or pain
It knows joy will come and all will work out
Becky Hull
Feb. 9, 2025
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